Me: STFU!

Anxiety told me to stop writing. That’s why I haven’t posted since the launch of this site. I don’t care about likes or comments. I’m more about wanting to reach others, who feel like me. To feel as you’re being seen and heard. Genuinely. Lovingly. Respectfully. Honestly.

The anxiety kept screaming, “Stop writing. You’re just another fat girl complaining on the internet.” I listened. Then, one after another, “they” kept asking me…”where are the site updates?”….here’s the update. I’m giving anxiety the giant middle finger. I’m going to try to be consistent. I say try because I also know myself. I can be lazy and really unmotivated at times. I can do this. I have to. This is the only way I will continue to overcome the daily struggles of the “what if’s”.

I really wish it was easy to just snap out of some of these crazy self battles. Which, BTW…stop saying this crap to people, “SNAP OUT OF IT!”….Right! Because, I really wanted to struggle this much on a daily basis for the last, ooooh I don’t know, the last 25 years of my life! GTFOH!!!! ….Buuuuuttttt you can say that shit to the fakers. Let’s be real…there are some folks faking it for attention. But, for the rest of us…don’t tell us that anymore. lol