It feels like I’m the runner up time and time again. Good but not good enough. Love. Life. Career. You work so hard and you think you’re doing great and then something happens to where you feel like the runner up. “You’re great but….”. I know my worth isn’t determined by these sort of shitty situations that seem to arise but….damn! They do truly suck donkey balls. Everything is for a reason and I have to continue to think that because if I don’t……

For the most part, I keep a lot of things to myself. Not many people have seen this side of me that you’re about to watch. It’s not pretty. It’s raw AF. After consulting with my “spiritual advisers”…lol….I realized or…