Overthinking: Therapy. “Can’t Stop. Won’t Stop.”

“Take that. Take that.” -P. Diddy or whatever he’s calling himself nowadays.

“Don’t call it a comeback!”…s/o LL Cool J. I can do these corny music references allllll dayyyyy longggg. Apologies on the overall silence. The mind has been out of order these last few months. But! We’re back, baby! Just like CM Punk! Who returned back to wrestling after being away from the sport the last 7 years. Only a select few are going to understand wtf I just said there. lol Anywaysssss. I recently celebrated my one year anniversary of going to therapy consistently. Yay me!!! It’s a pretty big deal.

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Overthinking: “No one cares”

Me: STFU!

Anxiety told me to stop writing. That’s why I haven’t posted since the launch of this site. I don’t care about likes or comments. I’m more about wanting to reach others, who feel like me. To feel as you’re being seen and heard. Genuinely. Lovingly. Respectfully. Honestly.

The anxiety kept screaming, “Stop writing. You’re just another fat girl complaining on the internet.” I listened. Then, one after another, “they” kept asking me…”where are the site updates?”….here’s the update. I’m giving anxiety the giant middle finger. I’m going to try to be consistent. I say try because I also know myself. I can be lazy and really unmotivated at times. I can do this. I have to. This is the only way I will continue to overcome the daily struggles of the “what if’s”.

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Overthinking: Runner Up

It feels like I’m the runner up time and time again. Good but not good enough. Love. Life. Career. You work so hard and you think you’re doing great and then something happens to where you feel like the runner up. “You’re great but….”. I know my worth isn’t determined by these sort of shitty situations that seem to arise but….damn! They do truly suck donkey balls. Everything is for a reason and I have to continue to think that because if I don’t……

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Overthinking: It’s Oprah’s Fault!

For the most part, I keep a lot of things to myself. Not many people have seen this side of me that you’re about to watch. It’s not pretty. It’s raw AF. After consulting with my “spiritual advisers”…lol….I realized or…

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Overthinking: “Worthless”

I’m not what you say I am.

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